I’m sitting in a darkened room, illuminated only by the dim light coming from my laptop. This setting feels a bit like a metaphor for my life, at this moment, in that it is dimly lit. I am currently living in North Dakota for work. I am lonely. Isolated. Alone. My days consist … More Is It Dark In Here?
The American dream in years past went something like this: Marry well, have decent, upwardly mobile careers, have 2.5 kids, a nice home, a nice car and well, you get my point. Lately, I’ve wondered, what if the initial American dream suggestors were all wrong? Sure, making money and having things is important but what … More The New American Dream
“One day you will be faced with a version of death that is unfathomable. A tragedy so vast and impossible that no amount of resuscitation can possibly make even the slightest difference. It’s in that moment that everything you thought you knew will come into question and you will ask yourself ‘do I have what … More When they die…
Recently, While being belittled by someone, I stopped paying attention and started listening to myself. I noticed my seemingly fragile feelings starts to crack the same way a piece off glass splinters just before in shatters. I listed to the sarcastic and hateful side of my mind craft come backs to the onslaught of petty … More “Finish Him”
“New year, new you”, I wonder what it is about human beings that makes us believe that the calendar can push us towards change. What’s different about you from 12/31 to 1/1. The realistic answer, nothing at all. Except maybe, on the 1st, you feel hungover, nauseous, and bloated. Why can’t we hit the gym … More The Anti- Resolution
I don’t make New Year’s Resolutions.. … More 3:54